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In the list of things i never want to do and talking to some random stranger about my f******* feelings is one of them. I aint telling no conseller anything because theyll judge me and know whats going on in my life and thats probally my worst fear. To have someone i dont know know everything about me.

When i was younger my family used parenting books to parent me. Well i disagreed with everything it said and now i parent my younger siblings because i was the only kid that got grounded. I am also the only one that gets whatever i want because i know how to munipilate them. :P

Courtneys my bff and i like Josiah more or less. But isaiah is a hottie!!!¡ ;P

Just camped during the weekend and now i like Isaiah and i want to take his sweater again

Idk anyone i could talk to about my life i want to talk about myself but it turns out just to be me complaining about my arm or something. Then i want to talk about my family and my feelings and theres no way i am ever telling some random conselor because whatever i tell them they would judge um for it and it would be to complicated. I just cant keep it inside forever. Everyone knows that it comes out 1 way or the other